gloomy sunday

the gloomy weather makes me gloomy too, makes me so down. i don't want to wake up, i just want to stay in bed for a long time but i can't do that of course, i might get fired by my boss and my other officemates can't go inside the office too without me...hehe. so even if i don't want to go to work, i still need to get out of bed and keep my eyes wide open and my senses fully alive. so i woke up and go to the bathroom right away and take a shower....OMG! the water feels so cold in my skin, i feel like a kitten or a dog being splashed with water, well actually it was the cold water that keeps me awake. so there, i go to work on a cloudy and cold morning, my first lesson was kind of boring and coffee doesn't help either,i keep yawning,my mouth seems to break from constant yawning, in the afternoon,its kind of slow and funky bear my energizer was not there. i have two vacant lessons so i just read wolverine's life story and then adolf hitler, yeah as in adolf hitler, and then islam religion, good god i start to become intellectual. is this possible?...funky bear seems to be my source of energy now, better than coffee and better than energy drink, i miss my hahahahaha laugh... funky bear, i like that activity we had, i can't do it, it is difficult for me not to laugh, you look funny when your acting serious