hmmm.....i smell a heart problem

seems like my friend here funky bear has a heart problem. it is really simple funky bear. go to her and tell her how sorry you are and how much you wanted her back. maybe she is just waiting for you,maybe she wants you back too. i know she loves you because it would not last for that long if she didn't. we all do crazy things sometimes and we need to forgive ourselves too, so forgive yourself and go to her and tell her how much you wanted her back. i'm telling this because you are my friend and i want you to be happy, stop dating your window and your computer! just kidding..hehe......go tell mac and tell her that you still love her.

I still love you. but......

How many years were we dating with each other?i guess 4 years and 3 months.
i met you at the mall.i didn't belieave in love at first sight till i saw you.

it was funny, you were in my crib after about 3 hours we met.

you are so skinny,fashionable,smart,thoughtful and popular with many men and loved by even many women.i can never explain enough how nice you are.

i can't believe and don't wanna believe that you were gone...
i though you were gonna be with me forever.
What an idiot I am.i didn't say the word“thank you” to you even once.
i hate myself so much.so sorry my bitch Mac.

but i know you will forgive me and you will accept everything that i did .
you always just stared at me with your innocent eyes.
even if i was not doing the right thing.like when i bang my fist on you just because you were moving slowly. what a bad guy.
maybe you knew and understood that i was dating with another one at the same time like many people do.
i did't wanna cheat on you but i couldn't help it.so sorry.

i loved both,of course still love you two.
anyway,
most memorable thing with you is staring at each other for 17hours straight.
we were so crazy.
so many things we shared right?
.i could tell you anything.i could be honest only in front of you.
I know its too late but I realized that i was always wrapped by your big love.
It is no use crying over spilt milk.

but,you in my memory is still shining in my heart.
but so important my memories are gone....like pics,mails,songs,and so many business stuff.....
i should have saved anything about you not only in my heart.

i will never forget you.
thank you for everything.

i still love my bitch
but,for a while i am gonna date with windows instead of you.

don't worry about me.i won't make the same mistake.

hard to say good-bye, but i have to say good-bye.


Funky bear

Yippeeee!..............Funky Bear is Back!

I'm so happy to see Funky bear again. we have our crazy moment again last time, we had a no laugh contest and i end up losing,i cant help myself from laughing so hard. I had a great day off today. I sleep late last night at about 12 midnight and then woke up at 8 am, wow it was a great straight sleep, i ate my breakfast and then check my mails and read a novel after, ate my lunch at 12, stayed up and read the novel again, i sleep at 2pm in the afternoon until 6pm. i love to sleep so much. i prefer staying in bed than going out during my day off. tomorrow is another day and i am looking forward to see funky bear, i am thinking of many ways just to see that smile on his face and hear him laugh. we have known each other for almost 3 months i guess and we got close ever since, i think crazy minds just simply get along. oh tomorrow is your day off, im happy that you will have your break, take a rest and have fun with your friends. take care......=)

I am back!!

i totally recovered from my cold.
thaks to you. sorry for worrying you.
talking with alien was so effective! (i could talk with alien at last,)
i had a great time again but i also got one bad news from her .
sorry to hear that alien,

though you can't blame him, he is stupid man i guess. coz as you know you are so nice girl.
tomorrow is another day.keep smiling!
remember! i am alwayz on your side even if you are wrong!
anyway,i am back!!yes,let's go crazy!!

next month may be not as busy as this month, so, i'm gonna be aggressive blogger from next month.wait and see☆

holla!!

ps alien, i just got ur mail now....
i couldn't check my cell phone. sorry.
ur mail always makes me feel so good,thank you for evey thing!!


Funky Bear

I Miss my Blog Partner

i haven't seen funky bear for quite a while now. funky bear, i hope that you are just fine. maybe you got sick because of working too much. i am starting to get worried about you, i really hope that you are okey. i am looking forward to hear and see you again. i have a lot of things to share to you. and i wanted to hear that laugh again and our crazy time. get well soon alright?... bye...take care

Life is but a dream?

funny one!! but i envy you and baby majinboo ...

actually i haven't had a dream in a long time.i don't even remember when the last time i had.
speaking of dream. i got a interesting experience.

when i was 15,i fell in love with the girl that visited me in my dream.
we were just in the same school,and just i knew her by name,
so,what i had a dream was that she and myself were playing Play Station together in my room.
that's it. but by the time i woke up,i had already fallen in love with her... so interisting and weird,
but at that time, i thought it was a unconditional love and destiny and then did a love confession.
of course she turned me down....
what a bittersweet memory .....

have you ever exprienced like this?


by the way did you get a good sleep after that??

i am for bed now,

sweet dream!


posted by Funky Bear

dreams

baby majinboo visited me in my dreams last night, so terrible. he was chasing me in my dreams and he wanted his diapers back, haha, crazy, really crazy. i woke up feeling terrified, because in my dreams he never stopped chasing me, he was angry and he does not look cute anymore. i woke up at around 4am, i'm still awake now, i can't go back to sleep,maybe i'll sleep back again after i've written this blog. have a nice day funky bear, i hope lady majinboo would visit you in your dreams too, haha....take care.... you really look good yesterday with your suit......hmmmm see you when i see you... have a nice day...

THINGS TO DO BEFORE I DIE.....My version.

Good job alien!!
i'm gonna leave my comment on each of urs first, and then write down mine.

>1. meet funky bear in person, i want to hear that loud happy sound coming out of his mouth, the hahahahahaha laugh.

Me too. really really. sooner or later, i hope it will be soon!

>2. fall crazily in love with someone and will make that someone as the father of my kids and together we will make crazy and cute little aliens.

Nice!! i like it. you can do it. i'm sure ur baby will be so cute.

>3. have a trip around the world, but i think that's impossible, i am not as rich as funky bear, maybe a trip around the philippines will do.

Hey! you could do this i guess, get a jockpot prize! or get a rich man.

>4. be successful in what i do,may it be in teaching or in any other field.

You could,if you really want, you are so nice, you deserve it!
WHERE THERE IS A WILL, THERE IS A WAY

>5. buy a lottery ticket, i might get a jackpot prize.

After getting a jackpot prize maybe life would totally change. isn't it scary?
if i won? i would buy a car,house,another lottery,and get back job again.

>6. get a tattoo.

Become sexier, but without tatoo, of course you are awesome.

>7. go bungee jumping, wall climbing, rock climbing, mountain climbing, house climbing,haha, just kidding

Let's do that together some day. actually i will just push you and laugh.hahaha-!!

>8. drink beer a lot,smoke a lot, have fun a lot, but i think i'll do this before i get married and have kids or else my husband will slap me hard in my face.

Yeah, you'd better quit before u get married.
ur husband will slap u? if so, i will beat him, he might get my Kamehameha!!

>9. go to a rock concert together with my little aliens, i'll be the coolest rocker mommy ever.

Crazy idea.... but i like it.

>10. to enjoy life as much as i can and to experience how nice it is to live life to the fullest.

why not?? enjoy our life, keep smiling and keep crazy!!

Yes,it's my turn.i am gonna write down randomly.

1.Meet Crazy Alien in person,and get drunk and paint the town.
2.Bring my funky baby up!!(maybe 3)
3.Sleep with super model. oh sorry,boy's answer or American pie's answer again... just kiddin!?
4.Be a Baseball team coach for children.
5.Trip around the world with my wife.
6.Manage nice artists.
7.Run own coffee shop or bar that i can meet my people anytime.
8.Let my funky babies play with alien babies.
9.Want my mom to hold my babies.
10. Build my own big artistic house from scratch by myself.which is made of wood!!
after typhoon, it would be collapsed... damn it!!


Alien! we can do it!!
we deserve it!!!

posted by Funky Bear of JaPinay

THINGS TO DO BEFORE I DIE......

this afternoon, i asked funky bear about this questions--> who are the five persons you wanted to meet before you go to heaven? and what are the five things you wanted to do before you get married?.....and i was thinking of something, an idea or maybe a lists of the things i wanted to do before i die, so here it goes

1. meet funky bear in person, i want to hear that loud happy sound coming out of his mouth, the hahahahahaha laugh.
2. fall crazily in love with someone and will make that someone as the father of my kids and together we will make crazy and cute little aliens.
3. have a trip around the world, but i think that's impossible, i am not as rich as funky bear, maybe a trip around the philippines will do.
4. be successful in what i do,may it be in teaching or in any other field.
5. buy a lottery ticket, i might get a jackpot prize.
6. get a tattoo.
7. go bungee jumping, wall climbing, rock climbing, mountain climbing, house climbing,haha, just kidding!
8. drink beer a lot,smoke a lot, have fun a lot, but i think i'll do this before i get married and have kids or else my husband will slap me hard in my face.
9. go to a rock concert together with my little aliens, i'll be the coolest rocker mommy ever.
10. to enjoy life as much as i can and to experience how nice it is to live life to the fullest.

how about you funky bear? what are the things you wanted to do before you die?

posted by crazy alien of JaPinay =)

gloomy sunday

the gloomy weather makes me gloomy too, makes me so down. i don't want to wake up, i just want to stay in bed for a long time but i can't do that of course, i might get fired by my boss and my other officemates can't go inside the office too without me...hehe. so even if i don't want to go to work, i still need to get out of bed and keep my eyes wide open and my senses fully alive. so i woke up and go to the bathroom right away and take a shower....OMG! the water feels so cold in my skin, i feel like a kitten or a dog being splashed with water, well actually it was the cold water that keeps me awake. so there, i go to work on a cloudy and cold morning, my first lesson was kind of boring and coffee doesn't help either,i keep yawning,my mouth seems to break from constant yawning, in the afternoon,its kind of slow and funky bear my energizer was not there. i have two vacant lessons so i just read wolverine's life story and then adolf hitler, yeah as in adolf hitler, and then islam religion, good god i start to become intellectual. is this possible?...funky bear seems to be my source of energy now, better than coffee and better than energy drink, i miss my hahahahaha laugh... funky bear, i like that activity we had, i can't do it, it is difficult for me not to laugh, you look funny when your acting serious

Big up Clint Eastwood

I just got back from the theater,it had been a long time. the last time i went to the theater was last Feb in Philippines. it was fun,but without subtitle was hard for me to understand the story completely. anyway today i went to there to watch the movie of GRAN TORINO and SLUMDOG MLLIONAIR by myself. i shouldn't have bought L size popcorn...
GT was so much better than SM,why? coz,i watched SM for just a few minutes.... i mean i fell asleep. i slept 2hours stright, what the hell was i doing?can you believe it?
such a waste of money and time.and i think i drove two beside me crazy by my loud snoring.
whatever!! no, sorry for that... only good thing was both were not cute girl.
anyway i am huge fan of Clint Eastwood.he is fantastic!!

oh i don' wanna check the time. yes,my dayoff will end right after blogging. on the whole, i had a great time.no, couldn't be better.
thanks Alien!i'll enjoy my life.i am sure tomorrow will be as good as today. i know u know why.

i really like ur entries. i read again and again.

now,sun light is being into my room
i guess i'm waking up and going out! wow you are so shiny.i'd better wear my sunglasses.

keep smiling!!

posted by Funky Bear

getting out of the "sucks box"

i was living in a "sucks box" too long before you came, but those times or afternoons with you were something that took me out of that box. you were the magician i guess, you took me out of that box. when i haven't met you,my life was boring. you make me smile and laugh and be happy in certain ways that you do. seeing you laugh and seeing you happy makes me happy too. i never thought that i have that certain ability , i never thought that i could make you happy, i hope i did. thank you funky bear, i want to to take you out of that box, i want you to go out, be happy and enjoy life, we are both 26 and 26 year olds should have fun and should enjoy life.....lets go out funky bear and be happy. thats what life is about

Difficulty is Happiness's cousin.

I wish either I or you were a real magician.
if i were, i could make you feel happy, feel mad, feel sad and love me more.
if you were,you could take me out of this narrow, dark,sucks box.

if we both were a real magician?
we could meet,talk,hug anytime we want to,and could understand each other more.
although it seems to nice, our relationship wouldn't work well i guess.

so,i wish you were.but if you were not, why not? fine with me,
in any circumstance, at any time, i can feel so good as long as you do exist.

i know if i could get anything easily i would get bored,
so, difficulty makes our life attractive.

i think Difficulty is Happiness's cousin.

Anyway, today is my day off. what am i doing??
i may  practice magic in order to get your smile.

one love

oh, catch ya later Alien!!

posted by Funky Bear from sucks box

as usual but something different

I LIKE THE PEOPLE LIKE YOU WHO LIKE OTHERS LIKE ME AND MAKE THE OTHERS LIKE ME TO LIKE OTHERS LIKE YOU!! i did it ! It's a piece of cake.
hey alien, you should give me more difficult stuff next time!!

anyway, i've been so happy since last night thanks to alien,you made my day!!

but i have to admit only 1 bad thing that i am feeling pain around my mouth lil bit, maybe coz of Tongue Twisters.

if i couldn't kiss well i will sue you. let's meet in court.

oh on second thought, i don't need to sue you coz it will be cured as soon as someone kiss me,and then i could kiss her well.
yes stupid!!....i guess i should go to bed now.

have a good day.

Chao

posted by Funky Bear

I Torture Funky Bear with Tongue Twisters

i always have fun whenever i talk to funky bear. he always bring out the crazy side of me. to be honest i'm not like this with other people. well only a few people can bring out that side of me. at first i torture him with riddles in the alphabet and then today, tongue twisters. we had fun and i like it when he laughs at my crazy ideas, i simply love it if he laugh so hard, i feel like i'm the most funny person on earth. most people see me as the shy,silent and serious type, i only let a few people see the other funny side of me. yeah, i consider funky bear now as one of my closest friend, i feel comfortable opening up a lot of things to him. because of him i learn to know more about men. i learn a lot of things from him. language barrier is not a problem between us to understand ourselves better. so yes, whenever i'm so tired at work, i learn how to forget about it when we start to talk, all i wanted to do is to make him laugh and smile...... so funky bear, here's one for you I LIKE THE PEOPLE LIKE YOU WHO LIKE OTHERS LIKE ME AND MAKE THE OTHERS LIKE ME TO LIKE OTHERS LIKE YOU.

posted by crazy alien with big black cute round eyes =).

Friend

i had a chance to talk with Alien yesterday, as usually,it was nice and fun! thanks Alien.
we talked about many things widely?, it made me feel so nice,and last night i was remembering what we talked about and thinking during work.

so now I wanna reconsider by picking up one Alien's question from among them.
yesterday,she asked me what part of her i don't like?
that was nice question and i like it.coz we are now real friend(i hope),
we should say anything without hesitation, if we are real friends.
we are not superman or superwoman,we are not perfect,so sometimes we can't avoid our mistakes. but mistake is not alwasy bad , i know we can learn a lot of things form mistakes.
of course not making a mistake is better.

what do i want to say? AHHHHHHHH! i wanna write this in Japanese.

okay, what i wanna say is that i want to correct you when you are wrong and i want you to correct me when i am wrong, i am sure it'll make us closer.

from now on ,i'll say anything to you.
yes,i don't really like the part of you is that you are always nice to me ,i guess even when you feel bad or tired. you don't need to be nice all the time. okay? we are friends.
i can count on you and you can count on me!

i know we have many differences and similarities, and we are carzy friends i guess.

peace!

posted by Funky Bear

Don't get us wrong!(being edited)

i'm bear but i don't have big body(needless to say i have big heart) and don't hibernate at all.
i wanna be in love with someone in winter season rather than sleeping.
you know? here in Japan,winter season is so cold. about3 to 13 degrees?
i hate it but i like it only if i am with someone special.
we can warm each other in many ways.

anyway i am not bear bear type of man. Funky Bear is nice though.
why bear? ... long story. and if i mention it someone will kill us(bang bang)

next. she is alien but she has warm heart(but sometimes cynical...),sense of humor and big cute eyes.
She is far from an alien. somehow this name exactly suits her.interesting.
i realy like these names Funky Bear,Crazy Alien and JaPinay

hold on please...

what am i writing about?

i just woke up.and my brain is still sleeping.sorry!

oh finally! i can get a beer tomorrow night.
when was the last time i catted over the beer with my friends....? whatever.

i'm so excited now. i'm sure i will be drunk hard.
and.....
To Be Continued.....

wish me luck!

posted by Funky Bear
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